Here's one for you :)

Yes, i've been neglecting. Com's dead which explains everything. Even the mere thought of updating on the hongkong trip is a dead knot at the stomach. I just got tagged in all the pictures and i tried uploading them here but it's not working. I tried. Many times infact but luck's not on my side for today. So i'm blogging from the bf's right now. Today seems like it's going to be another boring Sunday to sleep off. So many things have been happening and i choose this period of time of all times to not blog consistently. Most of the time when i'm speechless i crave more than anything to just blurt something, anything. I'm so full of shit. But i'm not alone am i?

Ha, welcome to my world fuckers!

xx.

Back from hk :)

I would be blogging now but just as I got home my com died so I'm doing this from my iPod which means no picture uploading and no long-winded what I did in hong kong post, thnkgod? Overall it was a blast and I really appreciate everything that was paid for when I was there as I didn't fortunately fall in a family with crazy amount of cash. Not that I'm not grateful but it only means I'm missing out on a lot :( so ya, it was grt and cold. Too cold even. Far too fast and rude and small and hectic. Had barely any time to take little breathers in between. Would have been a shopper's paradise but with all the winter clothing around, it was a little tough picking tops with frills! Upsetting but whatev. Now I'm home and I'm back in the precense of mom, dad, bestfriends and the boyfriend and I really can't ask for more, can I? Love you guys! Missed me? ;) xx

Wedding dress :)

Bummer :(

I'm leaving to HongKong tomorrow.

From ytd:

 

&today:

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm gonna miss you, baby :(

&Kila.

&NIC!

Loveyou, takecare.

xx :)

Cause i'm insecure like that

I hope you feel like life's finally a breezy walk down a cliche looking playground. I hope you feel that love has finally dawned on you like it should have many many years ago. I hope that your heart is so filled with every good emotion that sometimes you can't eat. I hope that you don't still wonder about how things would be better if you had someone else in your arms. I hope when life shoves a pile of shit in your face you don't decide that it's getting too hard and that you want to run and hide. I hope you want to buckle up and sit your ass in this rollercoaster ride just as badly as i want to even if it doesn't stop making you feel nauseous.  I hope that deep down inside i'm the only one you need, the only one you want to be with.

x.

This is forever :)

You're stranded, again.

But there's only yourself to blame :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

xx :)

Bubs

You've got the concept all wrong. It's not about who has the ability to stand not talking to each other longer and it's not about who apologises first. You've really got it all wrong. It's about willingly putting ego aside and about placing emotions before everything. It's like you know exactly what you want and you'd fight through anything in your way just to get a taste of it. It's when you're almost there and your heart can't beat any faster and you don't feel as helpless as you used to. You see your efforts doing the necessary fixes and everything starts to fall back into place. And then she's yours again, all yours.

xx.

throughhhh the treeeees :)

Okay, i'm gonna start with ytd :) Hm, where did i go again? Ohya! Pyramid :) We watched 2012. Threefuckinghoursnokidding. I needed to pee, badly. ANDIDID :) i wonder what i missed. No one bothered telling me anything. Had food at jy's after that before he sent me home.

 

And then today :)

Had my bm paper which is the first and last spm paper. Headed to ac after that. Rina dropped me and apparently she loves speeding so i guess i shall keep the times i sit in her car within the limit of my fingers. Stayed for awhile before dad got me at 6ish. Had Subway for the second time and then headed home for a bath.  Went out again at 8ish and then Papparich :) Haha.

Something surprising,

Jy said i looked nice.

FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE WEI.

&PUKED LIKE A DOG :(

Damn depressing.

All i drank was ice lemon tea and ice water.

Left at 11.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm still here,

and it's only cause you keep me breathing :)

i love you baby.

xx.